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i wanna be a chef one day or maybe own my own restaurant.i wanna be like luca manfe on masterchef i wanna cook i wanna live my dream.i wanna take a chance or make a change.i don't know where i'm going but i gotta keep movin on.i gotta breakaway from this family.i gotta take a risk.i gotta get out of the darkness or make a change.probably i wanna stop bullying.i mostly wanna live my dream.i would make sweets and seafood.i would love that and one day in the future my kids can own it and be pass down.i wanna be a chef! 

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i'm afraid of cather kids cause i think they'll judge me by from what school i went to and how nerdy i look.sometimes i have dreams about my friends and i wake up crying and i wish the dream came true.they always protected me and stood  up for me.now i'm alone to only fight for myself and it scares me alot.i think about it every day.whats gonna happen to me?will i get beat up?will they not like me?it's scary i ask myself those question each day as we're getting closer.

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if i could start again.i would live my life cause i would know i wouldn't have much time.i would try to make it all stop.i would keep myself.i would love everyday of school.i would face my fears i could take the pain.i would have just one friend.i would take back my worlds.erase all my mistakes and make peace with the ones i love.i would find my way back home and back into their hearts.i would do all that i can to make it a better day.i would tell them i love them or maybe hug them or make a new friend.i just wanna start again.but make it all right.i would love myself and who i am.ignore those who make me cry.try to change my past and make it all right.i would find a way and find my inner self......

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i hate people who get in your business like they're trying to ruin your life cause it's like your life i wanna keep things to myself and only myself.i hate it i wish they'd leave it to you.i mean like i don't read your mail and run your.and something else i hate people with too much power they think they can shut down schools and do something good and not thinking how it affects kids and parents lives.this is why kids turn emo.this is why i'm emo all my friends are gone.i'm depressed and i can't stop crying without thinking about my friends.i have dreams about being together with my school but waking crying wishing it was all true.also i hate it when people judge you and call you names not knowing how you live it's like the prettiest people do the ugliest things.just to be popular.i hate fear i'm afraid of cather kids will beat me up!cause of where i come from.i always thought everything in my life would not change now it has.i'm emo i'm changing schools and i have to start over with my life.

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i hate people who disgust me.i hate farts,burps and nasty jokes.sometimes they do it while i'm eating and it makes me wanna throw up.i think it's rude,disgusting  and they have no manners at all.also i hate people who try to make you angry online when they don't even know you like someone calls you ugly.i'm like my profile pic is of pikachu like so your saying i'm ugly i look like a pokemon? thats so stupid i mean like is there a special kind of stupid for you.also i hate people who don't tweet back or answer my messages cause i know you see that number 1.i ain't stupid and i know you ain't blind.so thats stupid,mean and just plain grrrrrr it makes me so mad i wanna scream i punch them in they're vagina or ball sack.cause i ain't stupid.also i hate how people lie we gonna figure out some it's like the prettiest people do the ugliest things.what next Santa Claus.  We buy our way out of jail, but we can't buy freedom Things we buy to cover up what's inside
Cause they make us hate ourself and love they wealth
The prettiest people do the ugliest things
For the road to riches and diamond rings
 and people abandon us it's like we get nothin out of all of that