My Journal

i'm afraid of cather kids cause i think they'll judge me by from what school i went to and how nerdy i look.sometimes i have dreams about my friends and i wake up crying and i wish the dream came true.they always protected me and stood  up for me.now i'm alone to only fight for myself and it scares me alot.i think about it every day.whats gonna happen to me?will i get beat up?will they not like me?it's scary i ask myself those question each day as we're getting closer.